Birth Pictures....

As most of you know, I attended my first birth on Thanksgiving weekend. I just got goosebumps typing that out. It was probably the 5th best day of my life (my 3 boys, and my wedding, of course coming first).
I got the call on Sunday afternoon as I was watching the Business of Being Born with a friend from out of town (the irony in it....!). A's husband said, "we've been trying to get a hold of you all day, A's in labor". My heart skipped a beat. I had been waiting for the call for a few weeks already (A went over 2 weeks overdue). For some reason I just thought the call wouldn't come; it just seemed way too surreal that I would actually have the privilege of witnessing a birth.
But sure enough, here was the call. I quickly put down the phone and started packing my bag, telling my husband I had to run (and my understanding friends who were only here for the weekend, but they totally knew how important this was).
I rushed to the north side, crying and smiling along the way.
When I arrived A's labor was active but there was no real signs that it would be anytime soon.
I made myself cozy and quickly got to know A's mother and husband (who might I add are simply great!).
We watched tv, we whispered, we giggled.........
I tried to figure out my camera (even thought about calling you, H), but I just couldn't get it. I didn't want to use my flash as I just thought it'd be way too invasive. Needless to say the pictures aren't the best quality, but I think for the most part the memory is there.
Then at about 8 pm (I arrived at 4) A's water broke. Things picked up right away, and honestly some of it is a blur to me.
The doctor was on her way, A started pushing.......I threw my camera a few times........it was the most intense thing (other than my own labors) I've ever been a witness to.
And then.....the baby was born.
It was unbelievable. Truly. I cry just thinking about it.
A baby girl, Lillian.
I think I will forever feel a connection to A, her mother, her husband and A's amazing doula. But I think I will forever love and feel a deeper connection to baby Lillian. I haven't seen her since she was born, but I really can't wait.
So thank you A....thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing such an intimate time with me. I will forever feel grateful.
Anyone who would like to see the full album (well somewhat full album), please email me and I'll send you the link.
With warm thoughts, goosebumps and tears.......